i have just achieved the greatest accomplishment <ang labo> in my life!!!

wooohooo!!! i can now officially drive....!!!!!yes!!!

sabi ni dad makakapagdrive lang ako kpag natuto ako mgcommute pauwi!!!! and yesterday i just did!!! grabe ang init!!!! but it was worth it!!!!

wala lang....para sa kin malaking accomplishment na yun kasi hindi talaga ako marunong mgcommute!!!!! wooohooooo!!!!!

nakakatawa nga kasi my mom and dad were congratulating me when i got home.......

hay grabe i can't thank God enough for the blessings that i have received....

first, i passed all my subjects... grabe sobrang thankful talaga ako!!! then yun nga, nakauwi ako ng mag-isa!!!! 

mababaw ba? aus lang!!! hehehe basta ako masaya na....

unfortunately.... i woke up this morning na may sakit.... waaah!!! ang bigat ng ulo ko!!!! tsaka may ubo ako!!!! ang sakit ng lalamunan ko!!!! i really don't feel so good....

anyway.... basta... masaya ako na masama ang pakiramdam....

labo noh???

hehehe.....that's all for now.... 

*cough cough*

argh!!! ang sakit sakit ng throat ko ngaun!!!! la na ngang makaintindi sa mga sinasabi ko eh....

*cough cough*

OUCH!!!! ang sakit ng ulo ko!!!! i don't wanna cough anymore kasi naaalog yung ulo ko and ang sakit nya sobra!!!

*cough cough*

waaaah!!!! para akong matandang may rayuma!!!! hindi ako pwedeng mglakad ng matagal at hindi rin ako pwedeng nakatayo ng matagal kasi sobrang weak ng legs ko!!!!!

*cough cough sniff* 

ano ba yan?!?!? may sipon pa ako!!!!! not only that...may slight fever pa ako!!!! ano ba ang nangyayari sa akin????

i don't wanna be stuck all day sa house?!?!? this weekend nga la ako ginawa kundi matulog kasi lahat na lang sa kin mabigat!!!!

i don't want to eat either kasi ang pangit ng lasa ng lahat ng pagkain plus the fact na gumuguhit lahat ng kinakain ko sa lalamunan ko!!!!!

this is turning out to be a horrible start for the summer!!!<tama ba yung grammar?> i wanna go out!!! i wanna go to the beach!!!

*wish*

sana pasamahin kami ni dad sa boracay!!!

*wish wish wish*

stupidhe-- oops! mistaken logging out...   ..   ..   ..   ..     ..      .      .        .

there are somethings that should be left unknown.... there are somethings that nobody really needs to know about....

why do we always have to be honest?

why do we always have to express ourselves?

do they reall need to know our deepest and darkest secrets? for what? for it to be used against us?

do we really need trust?

what if i say that i don't trust you? would that make you to don't want to trust me too?

would that affect me?

i don' think so.... so, why bother?

do you reall want to know the truth?

aren't you afraid that it might hurt?

i know you know that it hurts... it always does... why do you need to know the truth???

what's the point?

am i making sense? if i'm not then that's your problem....

Sorry about that... i was just upset about a lot of things....

sorry again!!!

“Excuse me,”

“Excuse me!”

“EXCUSE ME!” I woke up immediately and saw a guy looking down on us. “Oh my god, I fell asleep! Guys wake up!” I said while shaking my friends really hard.

“Umm, excuse me but what time is it?” I asked the guy.

“It’s 2:30. It’s been half an hour since the orientation ended,” he calmly said.

“WHAT?!” Ricka, Noel, and I said.We quickly stood up and fixed ourselves. This was really humiliating.

We quickly stood up and fixed ourselves. This was really humiliating.

“No need to be embarrassed, there are always students who gets left behind because they fell asleep,” he said.

“Thanks a lot!” I sarcastically said. I know that he was just joking but he was rather mocking.

“Besides, you’re not the only ones,” he said, looking around. I looked around too and to my surprise, there were at least twenty students asleep in their seats.

I know he said that so that I wouldn’t think that he was mocking us but it was already too late. I already got mad.

We gathered our things and left. I looked back because I wanted to apologize for being rude. At that exact moment I looked back he looked at me too. I got shy and turned around quickly. Now, maybe he thinks that I have a crush on him or something.

That night, while I was sound tripping, my father suddenly opened my door. Looking rather angry. I took off my earphones and asked what was the problem.

“We’ve been knocking on your door for four times and we’ve been shouting for you but you still weren’t answering,” he said.

“Sorry, I didn’t hear anything,”

“Yes, we’ve figured that out,”

“Why were you calling for me again?” I asked.

“A guy… has been calling you at least six times already. Since when did you have a boyfriend?”

“Guy? What guy? I haven’t been giving our number to any guy,”

“Well, whoever he is, he got it somehow and he obviously won’t stop until he talks to you. So, you better get down and wait for his call because no doubt, he will,”

“I told you should’ve given me my own line,”

“Maybe when you’re thirty,”

“Cheapskate,” I softly said.

to be continued.... 

last night i got the biggest scare of my life <exag> pero hindi nga.... sobrang natakot talaga ako.... kasi ganito yun....

my uncle went to Tacloban, Leyte with his family for the summer... dun sila nagstay sa bahay ng wife nya... 

pero since vacation nga sya... etong tiyuhin ko..gala... kung san-san ngpupupunta... from Cagayan-to-Cebu-back-to-Tacloban-then-Carigara <another place in Leyte... taga dun talaga kami> so imagine mo na lang...

aun so sobrang pagod na sya from all this traveling... then when he got to Tacloban ata... nakipag-inuman sya with some family and friends...

so pagod na sya tapos lasing pa and then he went back to carigara... <sorry...confused na ako.. which is which> anyway, when he got back... so paakyat na ata sya ng stairs... he got one foot up one step and the other one is still on the step below... so aun...<malabo ba?>

so aun nga... paakyat na sya... then my little cousin <3-4 yrs old?> he came rushing to meet his dad... pagkakita nya sa dad nya tinalunan nya... eh diba lasing at pagod ang tito ko? so na-off balance sya... as in nalaglag sya sa stairs....

my uncle died for 2-3 minutes... his head was bleeding badly... and my cousin was still on his stomach.... 

nakita na lang sya ng mom ng tita ko na sobrang nangingitim na... so yung mga kapatid ng tita ko... tinatry irevive ang tito ko... they did everything... then after a while... aun na... his breath came back.... yun lang yung time na dinala nila yung tito ko sa hospital....

tama! nasa carigara sila nun kasi  from there dinala pa nila sa Tacloban yung tito ko kasi dun pa ata yung hospital....

and thank God... dun na sya nagkamalay... his first words were:

"Ano nangyari sa kin?"

"Si Benette? Ang mga Bata?"

nung hindi pa nagkakamalay yung tito ko... naghihisterical na yung tita ko dun sa hospital....

this happened nung Sunday... we found out yesterday... i guess the people there didn't know how to tell us that my uncle died for a few minutes...

they were mostly concerned on how they were going to tell my grandmother about it... she already lost one son... what would she do if that happened again...

the moment i heard that my uncle died i cried.... i was so relieved to hear that he's somewhat okay now....

so Thank you so much, God...Thank You !

waaaah!!!!

sobrang addict na ako dito!!!! may napapansin ba kayo sa blog ko??? wahahahaa.... ang damming arte noh???? d ko mapigilan eh... d q kasi mapalitan yung aking background... gusto black na may pic ni tigger... ewan...

masyado na bang maarte???

hehehe... d pa ako titigil.... d lang ako dito na aaddict...

madaming bagay pa....

kagaya nang....

nang.....

yung ano....

ano nga ba?

hehehe....

wala na pala.... oh yes.... ang T.V.

pero... sorry na lang ako at hindi pede manood ng T.V. kasi masyadong maraming ginagawa...

kailangan ko kumita ng pera... la kaming katulong... kaya ako ang katulong dito.... kaya ako rin ang sumesweldo.... haaaay.....

aus lang...

aba! may na-discover ata ako sa sarili ko....hahaha....

marunong na ako maglaba at magluto!!!

<yung pagluluto...eh.... uummmm... basta... di ko pa sya napeperpect>

buti nga at di pa nasusunog itong aming munting bahay...

aba! meron pa... natuto rin kami ng aking magaling na kapatid na pumunta ng galleria na kaming dalawa lang....

ang babaw namin noh??? hahaha.... kasi... di poh talaga kmi marunong...kaya poh...malaking accomplishment na iyon....

kailangan ko na pong umalis at ako'y may gagawin pa...baka pagdating na aking dakilang ina ay magalit na naman sya...

kaya... 

adios! 

ang weird sobra!!!!! ang labo.... after months of nothing... bigla ko syang naalala.... at hindi lang yun.... na-miss ko sya ng sobra....guilt trip...

hahaha...

nagflashback kasi ako eh... naalala ko yung field trip namin nung 3rd year... san nga ba kami nagpunta?....

hmmmm.... i can't seem to remember.... ah yes, we went spelungking...spelunking? tama ba yun? basta... nag-explore kmi ng mga cave and stuff sa bulacan....

teka...inaalala ko yung place eh.....

....

....

ayun! biak na bato... dun daw nagtago yung mga rebolusyonaryo nung panahon ng gera... <wow! history titser>

aun... ang saya nga nun eh... <despite the fact na nagaway kmi ng parents ko nung night before>

nakakatawa... kasi meron kming pinasukang cave na sabi kailangan daw naming dasalan... eh mga ignoranteng<as in uto-uto> bata kmi kya sunod naman kmi....

and then the falicitator<sadya yan> said, "sunod lang kayo sa sasabihin ko,"

then he continued, "aaa...."

gaya naman kmi,

"aba-uuuuu....."

"aba-uuuu......"

"aba---utuuuuu....."

"aba-utuuu....."

by that time...my nakapansin na dun sa patutunguhan nung rasyon na yun....kya di pa natatapos ang aming so-called "dasal" eh nagtawanan na ang mga bata...

yung whole sentence ay "aba uto-uto pala kmi"

anyway... i enjoyed it naman...at thank god hindi ako nauntog sa mga stalactites<tama ba spelling nun?> ang dami kasi samin ang nauntog eh.... so after nun...after naming magpagod at magputek <meron kasing ibang kweba na sobrang putek na-sstuck yung mga sapatos namin> anyway, so ayun...pagakatapos.... naligo kmi sa ilog... yung iba...nagrappell...eh ako...sobrang sakit na ng legs ko kaya hindi na lang... naligo nalang ako....

so ayun...paguwi namin naka-shorts nalang ako...hahaha...malay ko bang gagabihin ako ng uwi....

so aun... nung gabi na.... tinawagan ko ang aking ama para ako ay kanyang masundo na... aba! sabi ba naman sa akin ay umuwi na lamang daw ako dun sa tahanan ng aking lola.... eh gabi na at naka-shorts lang ako... pinagalitan pa ako... so aun... ngdrama ako sa aking mga kaibigan...at umiyak... buti nalang at dumating si..... 

si.....

....pwede ko ba sabihin ang kanyang name? 

basta....

dumating SYA at inalok ako na ihahatid na daw nya ako sa aming tahanan... ang sweet nga eh...

tapos ayun... pinagalitan pa NYA ako dahil naka shorts lang daw kasi ako...baka daw mapaaway pa daw sya dahil sa kin... kaya ngdecide kmi na magtaxi nalng kmi...

so ayun...

september 27  yung field trip namin.... unforgetable kasi memorable din sa kin yung sumunod na araw....

sobrang guilt trip naman ako ngaun!!!!!!! d ko ma-take.....bakit ganito????? inamin ko naman na kasalanan ko ah???? nag-sorry naman ako!!!! bati na nga kmi eh!!!! bakit ganun????? sobra talagang na-miss ko sya!!! napaparanoid na nga ako eh... feel ko makikita ko sya.... at pag-nangyari yun... iirapan ko na naman sya dahil hindi ko alam kung pano ko sya kakausapin or pano ako magrereact.....

waaaaah!!!!! naguguilty talaga ako!!!!