wow!!! has it really been that long? it's been one month since my last entry and just when i really needed to release all this... this things...

last week was hell week... i had a lot to do so i didn't know what to first thus not letting me finish anything.. like, hoa, bu, bt and major plate... not to mention our report in thy and that plate in vt... so most of them said that the submission will be on tuesday but it was already too late.. just wished that they have said it sooner therefore we wouldn't have crammed and i might've finshed my major plate which is, by the way, blank... as in literally, i passed my major plate with a blank concept sheet, undetailed elevations, unlabeled plans with no furniture layout... no site dev and a whole lot more..... this is one plate i know i'm gonna flunk... argh!!!!

but enough of that... i was really hoping that i'll be able to watch the game between ust and N.U. and know that ust will win... but my mom won't let me... she wouldn't even let me go to my p.e. class today just so i could rest.... she's been pampering me since yesterday cause she knows that i've jst gone through my hell week... i thought "this is my chance to relax and enjoy myself, watch the game, catch up on some reading , SLEEP! eat a whole lot of chocolates and a whole lot more... now that i'm free and not doing anthing, there so many things i want to do that i don't know what to do first.... it seems that i'll be busy forever....

anyway... like i've said, i haven't writen in a long time and i've been to closed... i did say that i was going back to my old self where in i won't reveal much of my emotions.... and because of that, i am misunderstood...

let me just say a few things..

for the previous issues... i just want to say that i've missed yay... you seem so "preoccupied"... i'm jealous...

for now: i'm tired... sick and tired and i think i need a little bit of space (parang may relationship ) we're getting a little too over our head here... everyone thinks that we do anything we want and everybody will be okay with it... we shouldn't get to insensitive.... we and i do mean we... i don't exclude myself.... i don't if i'm like that but i do like to think so....

enough of that... that is so...so passe... i'm over that... for those who truly know me... i'm kinda irratated with one particular person right now.... and that whole about being way over our heads is about that person...

i'm not gonna say who it is and whether it's a boy  or a girl...  just wanna say that ___ is too insensitive and ugh!!! i can't say it.. giving too much away.... just so you know that sooner or later this... this feeling... i might turn from being irritated to being pissed off and i do mean pissed of but only if ___ continues to be they way ___ is now...

today is the day that i departed with my beloved louis...

*sob sob sob*

not only did louis leave me, he took along my money with him!!! the traitor!!! how dare him! after all we've been through??? i took care of him with all my heart and he just left me like that(*snap*)

*sob sob sob*

but i do think that someone took him away from me... someone else had his/her eyes on him.... that's because louis was such good looking... that's why i love louis so much!!!

coz it was like this, we were watching the other's during their pe class and then we decided to do our vt plate but we wanted to eat first and then chin said, "kahit kain lng tau ng burger or something..." 

so i was like, "cge... teka wla akong pera..." then when we came back to buy na the burger we decided na kumain nlng sa chowking... then...

so nauna kmi dun sa chowking and we were talking and something then... then i checked my bag....

i was like, "nawawala wallet q...." then blank expression... like i wasn't sure what was happening.... then when ngregister na sa kin kung anu yung sinabi q.... i was like

"SHET!!!! NAWAWALA YUNG WALLET KO!!!" and i was beginning to get all teary eyed...

(louis, how could you???)

so we checked our stuff again then sabi nila van at lui, "tara balikan natin kay kuya burger,"

sabi ko, "hindi na, ako nlng...pki bantayan nlng yung gamit ko..."

e being the good friends that they are... sinamahan pa rin nila ako... as in nire-trace namin yung steps ko... para bang rewind?.... joke! pero binalikan nimn yung gym...

at first i was sure na nandun pa xa at hindi pa ako kinakabahan... then nung tinanong na namin... at sabi wala.....

i started crying na... pati nga si paul pinapatahan ako... c paul??? grabe, i didn't know that paul could be so.... so... nice? hehehe.. joke lng paul!!!

anyway, he left na din and i was still crying, then kat saw us and she went straight for us and then she asked, "pano nawala yung wallet mo?"

and i was like...."*sob sob sob*"

ayun sabi ni kat, after i stopped crying, kain na kmi... but i lost my appetite na... plus the fact that i didn't have any money...

but they insisted... she even said that she'll lend me money for now... so we ate nlng sa jolibee...

and all the while we were walking i was like, "louis..louis... ang pinakamamahal kong louis... "

ayun...

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so i'm kinda over it na... natanggap ko na nahindi na kmi magkikta ng pinakamamahal kong louis vuitton...

definition of terms:

louis vuitton= wallet

*sob sob sob*