no you drunkards, i don't mean the drinking legacy. i'm starting to wonder what if i took on a different path. like writing.
my grandpa's asking me to write something about anything for BUDYONG which is to be published this May and will be distributed to different parts of the world. not that everybody's gonna be reading them... only a few Filipinos, particularly from Carigara, who migrated to other countries will be reading them... not to mention my Granduncle? who's also an editor of a Filipino magazine in the states... so yeah, no pressure here.
i was at talayan the other day cause they got this new tv plus this new amazing sound system. they turned the old computer room into an entertainment room... paue and i stayed there to watch dvd. just to watch dvd.
and then we got hungry... the don was at the dining table since it was already happy hour. and while we ate with him(we only ate) he suddenly asked, "ano tagalog ng tinidor?"
hahaha
gotcha.
but he did ask that. and then he did ask, "are you still writing"
i didn't answer, i just made a face that said, "ugh, not anymore..."
then he said, "don't stop. if you're tito eugene was alive he would've been the next writer in the family. the priest at the shrine was telling me the other day about not having someone following in my footsteps. i said, be patient someone will come along."
and then he asked me to write something for BUDYONG. he said that it would make my relatives in the states proud seeing my name in there.
my aunt said i write like the don. she accidentally googled my blog. read everything there...all my rants, muras, emo-ness, kasabawans and whatnots... she said, "para syang si papa kung magsulat..."
wow. talaga?
hehe..*blush*
i hope so. pero right now... blog posts lang ang kaya ko isulat. i'm not ready to make this a profession..pero db? if ever? wow.
no, i'm not thinking of shifting. too late for that.
maybe a sideline?
for some, they may have found their true purpose which is to become an architect... as for me, sad to say, i'm still not sure. i'm still on that search.
hay... i gotta make up my mind soon.
hay... bakit kaya ganun? kpag bored ka lalo ka lng tinatamad. wala akong magawa..wla akong magwa kasi wla akong funds para may gawin ako.
hay buhay...
ang sad.. i'm not that affected kasi alam ko maayos din sya. pero as usual nainis na namn ako sa kanya kasi ewan.. parang ngaun, may nakatagong grudge sa loob ko na kapag may nangyari ngreresurface. kahit anung gawin ko naiinis ako.
feeling nya kasi perpektpo sya. alam mo yun? wla nlng sya laging kasalanan. so anu yun? compared sa kanya demonyo kming lahat? yeah...maybe so. pero...ewan.
kunwari, may nakaaway sya...lagi nlng yung nakaaway nya yung may kasalanan. lagi nlng sya yung inaapi or inaaway. lagi nlng sya yung tama.
ngaun nadagdagan pa yung kaartehan nya. kasi may sakit sya... and no, hindi ako naawa sa kanya. gusto nya kasi yung kinakaawan sya. pano ko sya kakaawaan kung wla nmn syang gngwa para tulungan ang sarili nya.
nung nangyari nga yun...mas naawa pa ako dun sa isa kaysa sa kanya na may sakit. i dunno... siguro na rin kasi mas may probability na umalis yung isa kaysa sa kanya, kaya lagi nlng dun ako sa isa kumakampi... masama ba kung sasabihin kong mas mahal ko yung isa?
ewan...lately kasi mas nakikinig na yung isa kaysa sa kanya. msa naappreciate nung isa kmi kaysa sa kanya..
magulo ba?
hay... grabe sa sobrang bore ko tinatamad na rin ako magrant. hay...
dahil sa napagusapan namin ni sayc knina napaisip ako...
ngaun ko lang na-realize, kpag sinabi ko bang mahal ko ang isang tao, ito ba'y totoo?
yak! emo-ness... hahaha
pero kasi...
sabi nga nila, nowadays, it can either mean everything or nothing. sakin lang ah, parang sa sobrang daming beses ko na sya nsabi, parang wala na syang dating sakin. kung marinig ko man yun, iisipin ko na wala lang. no big deal. ganun na rin sakin... i can say it anytime i want... yun nga lang d ko na alam kung totoo sya o hindi... hay.
waaah!!!! yak!!!
maliligo ako para matanggal ang aking emo-ness. hahaha
moving on..
yak!!!! i'm so suckish!! i'm so pathetic!!! lahat kau knina napatay ako!! except na nga lang kung kakampi ko kau...hahaha!! suckish!!!
kelangan ko magpractice!!! huhuhu... damn addbots!!
haha..ako ba nagstart ng emo-ness ng mga tao? sowee... kasi naman E.
basta... hindi na! no more emo!
i'd rant pero tinatamad ako...
"blah blah blah my needs!" - fairly odd parents
"oh stop it!" - mtv time out
taenang mga hirit yan oh...
"fuck fuckity fuck fuck fuck..."- southpark
hay...too much tv.
wala ako masabi kaya magrarant nlng ako. hahaha
oo galit ako. oo naiinis ako. nagalit na nga ako dati dahil ganun sya. and then ok na kasi naintindihan ko na ganung tao talaga sya. tolerable na nga eh... pero, ngaun parang sumosobra na eh.
kasi naman, bakit kasi hindi ko kayang magalit ng harap harapan?
nakaka-asar!
"you are so selfish!" - maging sino ka man
"you are so insensitve!" - jea
hahaha..nakakaasar talaga.
(labo, asar daw tapos tumatawa?!)
he is my very definition of a guy.he's the most insensitive, lazy, egomaniac asshole i've ever met. bullshit!
nakakaasar talaga!!!
