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failed attempt
June 17, 2008 @ 07:34 PM
[in anger management]

well... just as my status in YM says... this day was incredibly suckish! or then again, maybe it's just because I missed that OPPURTUNITY. crap. curse me and my wussness! and to think I even consider myself that when I can't even make a simple move! he was within 2 meters of me!!!

augh... jea, you suck! big time! sheesh... I don't know who you are anymore. You need to brush up on your skills. the one thing you know you're somehow good at and you failed.

FAILED.

FAILED!!! FAILED!!! FAILED, YOU HEAR ME?!?!?!

jeez... and I don't even know why I'm making such a big deal out of this. I feel sick. blech.

 

I literally feel sick. You know, like heavy and weak. Wow. my wussness has reached a different intensity. augh! could I be anymore suckier!

what's more suckish is that I'm beating myself up! Its hard enough hearing things from other people and here I am degrading myself more. I have no more self-confidence. I just completely obliterated what was left of it or what little I had in me.

and yet... I continue to write. sheesh!

 

complete wacko!

 

I really feel sick! eeeehhh?! I need something and I don't know what it is... I just need something to brighten up my day... or just to simply make my mood better... now, what would a JEA normally want on days like these?

 

hell! I don't know... I feel too weak and suckish to think!


hearing: cryin - i dunno
watching: hocus pocus
feeling: horrible!!!!

doodled by: boojes | 3 complained


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kat_guiltygear08
Comment posted on June 22nd, 2008 at 06:14 PM
ehhh mommy it's just your off day.
the pheromones might not be working then and yeah I'm going to bring your lighter next time shet i keep forgetting i have it. =))
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manoelster
Comment posted on June 17th, 2008 at 07:48 PM
think positive...
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boojes
Comment posted on June 17th, 2008 at 09:39 PM
its not that easy... when everything else goes against what you want to happen...
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