*NO LAUGHING  hahaha (except for me LOL)

How does one learn how to trust

When people often leave you in the dust

You keep wishing for something true

Open your eyes and see nothing new

I don’t know how you have been able,

Make them believe, you were an angel

To me, you look nothing that divine

Though it seems you’ve never looked defined

I see the real you, apparent and clearly

Mere thoughts of you now make me dreary

How can you say such words with ease?

Was that your intention, to simply appease?

For someone so seemingly wise and mature

You thought girls could be won with simple allure

It was a good thing it ended while it did

It was good thing relieving me from the deed

I really thought you were something different

I thought you’d be able to change me, but didn’t

People expected from me not you

In the end, it was you who flew

Do you always start things and not end it?

Did you find something new to play with?

Were you afraid to admit it?

Am I something that you can just omit?

It would’ve been fine to come clean

Did you really think you would remain unseen?

Why do you always act so impulsively?

And then you ask why it ended so badly

Did you not think it was your fault to begin with?

Expect memories to mere nothing, just myths.

You look now less like truth more like fiction

At least my characters act with more caution

Why do you run at the face rejection?

The man who stays wins more of the affection

You leave and get nothing but affliction

Now you are left faced with all that is hidden

A tough appearance does not cover insecurity

Toughness is only complemented with apathy

Those who do not learn to accept defeat

Confidence may be high but credibility deplete

Keep in mind women are extreme

They live to strive in hopes and dreams

To shatter those dreams and notions with a lie

Is as mean as it is when you ask them why they defy

I think now I’ll look at things with more cognition

For the last time, I hope I’ve learned my lesson